I so want to learn what you’ve learned.
I am a highly sexual, sensual woman. I didn’t realize this until the men throughout my life and a close female friend told me that. I’m sexual, but I don’t have sexual freedom. I love to talk about sex. I love to watch porn when it involves a woman clearly being pleased and enjoying herself (not acting). I love to read erotic stories. I love to fantasize-they just don’t involve me. I still can’t orgasm through intercourse. I can do without oral sex done on me. When I’m with a man I love the initial holding, kissing and touching, but I find myself at a certain point dis-engaging, getting bored and wanting the whole process to hurry-up. I found that really great fellatio help this. I use my vibrator a lot-preferably in private with a blanket over my pelvis. I think some of this has to do with trust and control.
I want to be able to enjoy and explore myself further. I want to be able to let myself go with a partner, but I’m not there yet.
Thank you for this blog,